Wednesday, July 31, 2013
passion and equity : Focusing the Lasers
passion and equity : Focusing the Lasers: Focusing The Lasers from Sean McFarland on Vimeo . For this post assignment, you are asked to first watch this video that was made by ...
Tuesday, July 30, 2013
A successful
person is….
A person
sets attainable goals and accomplishes them with a positive attitude. When a
person wakes up every day and wake up each day eager to work in your career. Your
mood in the morning and the thoughts you wake up each day are what set your
actions and habits to accomplish your goals. You have to be a realistic person
A person
that uses his or her skills, intellect and potential in to the fullest and
never giving the minimum is what I define a successful person. Your internal passion allows is your internal
drive to continue and never quit even though obstacles exist during your path
to become successful.
A successful
person is a person that makes a living not necessarily become a millionaire but
a person that makes enough money to survive and all the others that depend on
them. Someone who can provide the basics food, shelter, and clothing for
himself and their dependents in a responsible manner and maintain it.
What can
help you succeed in your community?
My family
has been supporting me in returning to school especially my husband. My father
has always believed that I am just wasting time and not serious about going to
school. He laughs and makes comments but he does not realize that it takes time
with three kids and having to work to make things possible for us. My mother is
a smart woman who came to this country with no English language and now she has
a position in UC Berkeley as an analyzer at the chancellor’s office. She
believes hard work and experience and faith in God is what has gotten her where
she is. She has been a great role model for me however at times it feels like
she is more interested in her own self accomplishments with little faith in her
daughter.
When I began
working I also began to become involved in my church and activities. I started
to participate in the Spanish choir mass and teach catechism for the 1st
year students who were going to make their 1st communion. I enjoyed
working with my community and growing spiritually however the politics scared
me away and I began to focus on my education. I need to focus on completing my
classes and not get too involved with church activities.
About 5
years ago I had the opportunity to finish school and attain my goals as a
speech pathologist however my internal insecurity is what my biggest obstacle
to accomplish my goals was. Fear of success is the worst thing that can prevent
you from attaining your goal and learning and accepting you have that fear is
the only things that will allow you overcome the obstacle.
Jeff Bliss Rant Against Lazy High School Teacher
It is about time someone tells a teacher off!!!
I went to a Catholic School in which the student told off my Religion teacher and threw a chair at her, he crossed the limit but at least he spoke his mind.
This young boy probably got reprimanded by the school staff but I know for a fact he will the rest of his life happy knowing he got his point across and not keep everything inside and make himself sick.
His parents must be proud!
Tuesday, July 23, 2013
Christopher McCandless Tribute to 20 years
This young man, whether you call him crazy suicidal or just plain dumb this guy lived his OWN life to the fullest the way he wanted to live.
Christopher McCandless lost connection to his family friends and society and went to live into the wilderness of Alaska. But Why?
I think he felt he was not happy living the rest of his life under the rules of society, his parents and the government. It seemed as if there was something inside of himself that needed to be developed, maybe the part of his soul that needed to be connected to the wilderness. We are all born connected to the Universe and we all have a side of us connected to either fire, air, water, or land. Chris was probaly connected to the land and all the life that depended on it in the wilderness. We should not ask why or how he got the crazy idea of taking off to Alaska but we just need to cherish and embrace his passion for living his "own" life. We should admire a young soul that was hungry to satisfy his souls desires to live and be high on a natural thrill. I cannot imagine how he felt when he knew he was free...I think he felt like a bird that had no limits to how far he can go with nothing stoping him.
Chris was an educated man, graduated from college. He was a hardworking young man that had great work ethics. However his dreams to travel and go into an edventure took him away from the everyday routine of working to pay for materialistic things. We cannot say he was ignorant and dumb because there are his professor and experts that state otherwise.
He was filled with passion, the passion that fills his spirit with fire when he was in the wilderness. It was said he was so happy and his soul showed such fire when he was out as a traveling man. We was determined to travel far and wide and with only the things that were given to him. We need to learn to live our lives with passion just like he did, if it wasn't for his death and finding his journal we probably would not be aware of how some people live their "own" life.
One thing that is bothering me is the fact that I see only white people have the privilage
to drop everything and just take off into the nature woods. I think if we see a colored man out hitch hiking he will get arrested for tresspassing or he would get shot down. You will not see a hispanic man taking off into the nature and hitchhiking because they will be deported. Why does a white young man have the right to live that way?
If I would run away I would go here
I would leave to San Miguel de Allende in Mexico
I would get a small studio and write about everything and anything....
I would run away from the clock and wake up every morning get my coffee and sit and talk to people
I am from Jaliso Mexico I have no relation to this town but this town has always looked so inviting for me to visit
I love the architecture and the idea that I am connected to my birth country.
After watching the film on Jeff Duncan Andrade in regards to how the kids in Oakland are growing up, this image popped into my head. I thought about how a child that had been abused there is that one person that see your true beauty and has the courage to tell you how important you are.
At first I thought Jeff was going to go on and on about how Oakland is set up in a way that all of the people in Oakland are set up to kill each other. I was shocked how he began to talk about how the young kids growing up in Oakland suffer from PTSD. They are actually twice as likely to suffer from CPTSD Complex post Traumatic Stress Disorder. This was jaw dropping, because I grew up in Oakland.
His metaphor of a Rose growing up in concrete was beautiful because I thought of the rough edges the young urban youth seem to be and yet they struggle to survive and grow to touch the sun. His idea of changing the layers is what is so surprising to me, the idea that he actually believes that the layers can be changed is what I do not agree with. I think the problem begins with home and how people are raised. I think people have been hurt and are set up to hurt each other and are very territorial. The sense of owning something and being part of something is what they need and if they are not getting it from home that it is going to be a tough job to accomplish.
I was very impressed on how he is trying to teach his students that there is no "rugged individualism" he is teaching them that "we need you, we need each other". This attitude is what needs to be instilled into everybody, not just the rugged urban youth. The "me" attitude is what has been destroying the world, we need to work to help each other or we all pay the consequences
After watching his video http://youtu.be/2CwS60ykM8s
these questions came up, please answer the following.
1. What do you think the concrete layers are, what do you think he meant by changing them?
2. Do you know any Roses that have grown up on the concrete and have stayed there and make a garden? If they have left what do you think has attracted them away?
3. What connection is any do you see in his speech in regards to Maslow's Hierchy of Needs and the book Into the Wild or The Last Hours of Ancient of Ancient Sunlight?
The Secret to live abundantly - Lilou interviewed by Pablo Arellano
Lilou Mace's testimony in how she felt when she lost her job and how she grew and realized that the material things were never enough really caught my attention in how we need to learn to connect to spirituality and be content.
As I questions myself and try to discover what I really want to do with myself I with returning to school and why I returned to school I learned I need to learn about myself and live with an open heart.
I choose this video because I believe this testimony has a lot to do with what we have been discussing in class in regards to money, materialism, the universe, our habits, awakenings, following your heart, being happy and become spiritual.
The part where she says that we need to be grateful and that is when true magic happens and when you create a bubble you do not become intimate. We need to love and the truth is that money can never bring it to us.
I have never read her books but her testimony in her journey in the "new earth, the way of being" is what is catching my attention. It sound's as is she is transforming herself from the younger culture to the older culture as it is described in the The Last Hours of Ancient Sunlight.
Thursday, July 18, 2013
threats that I face to finish school
Being a mother of 3 little children of the ages of 4, 6, and 9. I have a lot of my time during the day used up by caring for my children by feeding them and making sure they get enough exercise during the day. I also try to sure they spend an hour or two at the library so when they go back to school they have not lost what they have learned the year before. I use to work full time but juggling three small children, taking care of my home and working full time was just to crazy for me to handle.
About a year and half a go I quit my job and decided to become a stay at home wife. I believed that I was going to be able to open a home daycare at home while I stayed with my children but I soon realized that job was not for me. I had plenty of work with my own children and making sure they were doing their job at school by understanding the material and not falling behind. This decision was easy for me to make because my current position at a dental office was not ideal for me and this position did not offer many benefits. At home I began to have a routine and soon realized I was getting bored.
That is when I decided I needed to go back to school and get an AA and transfer to a 4 year college and get a career that would be able to give us an average pay and benefits. I plan to transfer to a speech pathology program so I can help people speak better.
So the simple fact that I have 3 small children that I need to care and provide for this is an obstacle for me to finish school because due to my husband not being able to get a descent job where we can afford to keep me at home I might have to return to work soon. He is a Marine Vet and also taking online courses for a bachelors however we have not had the best of luck with a stable career for him. Therefore our family income depends on my income.
We are currently renting a duplex my parents own and have the flexibility on pay however this had brought many problems.......this sometimes makes me feel I have been selfish in thinking I can return to school and need to return to work.....however my passion is to educate myself and get a degree so I can give more to my children.
Quitting my job has given limits on our lifestyles but I have also learned a lot about myself and my abilities. I have learned that I have a creative side I never developed because I was always too busy to work. I have learned to play a couple notes in my guitar, sew in an old singer machine, and remodel a thrashed garden. This has made me more self conscience of my potentials and abilities and motivated me to explore new things.
Another thing that makes me tempted to work and drop out of school is returning to my old lifestyle of spending. I miss splurging in make up, clothes, food and wine and sometimes random trips I love to make to southern and northern California. In addition to my old habits tempting me to drop out of school I have another major issue
My parents believe that I lost my chance in educating myself and obtaining a great career, they believe that because I have three kids I need to work and forget about school. Work Work and Work! I understand that work is important however I so not want to get old and become old and miserable. I believe we need to work in a career that is something you like to do. I think that if a person finds what makes them happy then they stay in that career longer and feel natural.
The biggest obstacle I have is to provide for my children. A roof over their head, food to survive, and making sure we have transportation to get to work and school. Everything else are problems I avoid that can distract me from achieving my academic goals.
About a year and half a go I quit my job and decided to become a stay at home wife. I believed that I was going to be able to open a home daycare at home while I stayed with my children but I soon realized that job was not for me. I had plenty of work with my own children and making sure they were doing their job at school by understanding the material and not falling behind. This decision was easy for me to make because my current position at a dental office was not ideal for me and this position did not offer many benefits. At home I began to have a routine and soon realized I was getting bored.
That is when I decided I needed to go back to school and get an AA and transfer to a 4 year college and get a career that would be able to give us an average pay and benefits. I plan to transfer to a speech pathology program so I can help people speak better.
So the simple fact that I have 3 small children that I need to care and provide for this is an obstacle for me to finish school because due to my husband not being able to get a descent job where we can afford to keep me at home I might have to return to work soon. He is a Marine Vet and also taking online courses for a bachelors however we have not had the best of luck with a stable career for him. Therefore our family income depends on my income.
We are currently renting a duplex my parents own and have the flexibility on pay however this had brought many problems.......this sometimes makes me feel I have been selfish in thinking I can return to school and need to return to work.....however my passion is to educate myself and get a degree so I can give more to my children.
Quitting my job has given limits on our lifestyles but I have also learned a lot about myself and my abilities. I have learned that I have a creative side I never developed because I was always too busy to work. I have learned to play a couple notes in my guitar, sew in an old singer machine, and remodel a thrashed garden. This has made me more self conscience of my potentials and abilities and motivated me to explore new things.
Another thing that makes me tempted to work and drop out of school is returning to my old lifestyle of spending. I miss splurging in make up, clothes, food and wine and sometimes random trips I love to make to southern and northern California. In addition to my old habits tempting me to drop out of school I have another major issue
My parents believe that I lost my chance in educating myself and obtaining a great career, they believe that because I have three kids I need to work and forget about school. Work Work and Work! I understand that work is important however I so not want to get old and become old and miserable. I believe we need to work in a career that is something you like to do. I think that if a person finds what makes them happy then they stay in that career longer and feel natural.
The biggest obstacle I have is to provide for my children. A roof over their head, food to survive, and making sure we have transportation to get to work and school. Everything else are problems I avoid that can distract me from achieving my academic goals.
Poverty and Passion are connected in so many different levels whether you are in the elite, rich, middle class, and poor.
I believe that a person that is poor and barely have enough food to survive they seem to be more humble and grateful because a loaf a bread and a drink of water may buy them another day to live. I think of the people in Somalia and other third world countries that their passion is to live with hope.......hoping some day they will be saved by hunger.
Children who are born poor and their parents can only buy them one toy and a child chooses one toy but helps that child identify himself or herself. Like a plane or a car those children grow up with passion to one day become a pilot or a car racer. These kids were not spoiled with many toys and many options that distracted them from focusing on one thing that can appreciate and work really hard for.
Rich people are passionate about materialistic things like houses, technology and clothes. Trapped in the "consumer economy" to working to pay for nice things however the children suffer from their parents absence in their lives. I think they focus on buying things and get distracted from other important things like having a nice family dinner.
The elite are too worried to think about others, their passion might be control and authority. They might have opportunities like horse back riding and playing golf all day but that is not the passion people can area attracted to come and see. That is not what makes them magnetic to other people, that is something they do for themselves. A selfish satisfaction that they can buy themselves.
I believe a materialistic poor person has a wealthier spiritual life and a materialist wealthy person is a person that may have a poor spirituality.
I believe that a person that is poor and barely have enough food to survive they seem to be more humble and grateful because a loaf a bread and a drink of water may buy them another day to live. I think of the people in Somalia and other third world countries that their passion is to live with hope.......hoping some day they will be saved by hunger.
Children who are born poor and their parents can only buy them one toy and a child chooses one toy but helps that child identify himself or herself. Like a plane or a car those children grow up with passion to one day become a pilot or a car racer. These kids were not spoiled with many toys and many options that distracted them from focusing on one thing that can appreciate and work really hard for.
Rich people are passionate about materialistic things like houses, technology and clothes. Trapped in the "consumer economy" to working to pay for nice things however the children suffer from their parents absence in their lives. I think they focus on buying things and get distracted from other important things like having a nice family dinner.
The elite are too worried to think about others, their passion might be control and authority. They might have opportunities like horse back riding and playing golf all day but that is not the passion people can area attracted to come and see. That is not what makes them magnetic to other people, that is something they do for themselves. A selfish satisfaction that they can buy themselves.
I believe a materialistic poor person has a wealthier spiritual life and a materialist wealthy person is a person that may have a poor spirituality.
My reaction to this movie
the passion project
After watching this video I realized there are many people from different colors, genders, ages and feel the same way about how our family and friends, society and our culture feel about how we need to live. The statement that appealed the most to me was how we need to work to survive and buy the things to survive and passion comes after. I have watched this video about 5 times and I always have ideas pop into my mind after paying closer attention to these students testimony to their experience with "Passion".
I highly recommend this video to students in high school that feel lost and not knowing whether or not they want to work to get into a 4 year college. It is a great way to have them start to think about themselves and their future in how they want to direct their lives.
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